do LOVE comes with package?

hye blog!
sunyi x kite da lama x b'celoteh kt cnie?
hehe..

sedeyla arini..
tetiba jek ummi b'sore soh carik kasih yg lain
yg konon nyer setaraf pelajaran
xpon,da keje tetap
jamin ms depan
huhu..

nie bkn 1st time ummi b'sore psl hal nie
da msk kali ke brp xtaula..
n really..aku xde jwpn utk tue..
aku xtau nk jwb ape
sbb aku tau umi btol

t'jwb aku bsr..
nk kena tanggung adik lean
as wasiat arwah ayah
supaya jaga adik aku sorg tue
n oso..aku kena jg ummi

so..kalo dpt hasben yg xkeje pangkat lg tggi
umi takut silap2 aku lak kena tanggung family

huhu...
slalu aku x nanges
tp mlm nie aku rs sedey sgt2
t'hiris sgt2 dgn apa yg umi ckp tue
then, beza2 kan lak ng eX aku tue

aish..xlaratla nk nanges lg..
y do i hav to get thru all dis
all over again??!!
siyes xlarat dah...

asking myself..
do LOVE comes in package??
kena package ng..
..pangkat..
..degree/diploma..
..money/kekayaan..
huh...

or only with HONESTY, CARING,
LOVE will comes package with HAPPINESS?

mmg zaman skg xde duit
cinta tu xde makna..
mest akan gaduh gak...
fitrah manusia ignkan yg sempurna

tp..aku cm da serik
dpt guy yg dah keje tetap,
gaji byk,
kita dilupakn..
xnak..pls...aku da xlarat nk harung lg sume tue..

what can i do now..
pasrah jelah pd Ilahi
hny Dia yg Maha Mengetahui
apa yg akan kita lalui
apa liku dan onar yg Dia dh susun utk kita

sigh...........

after a long rest

hye there!
sory dear...lama x update blog

cerita teluk batik??
nnt dlu..
pic kt shida pon
x dpt nk amik lg
so..cite tu hold dlu

cukup ng pic of the day nie
m'gmbrkn betapa hepi n enjoy nyer kitorg!
yeeeehaaaa.....

credit to shida,ed&ijan,norey n my beloved kasih
muahhhhh..love u all!!

p/s:byk lak as'ment pas cuti nie
siap aku extra lg 2hr cuti
hahahahaha....

TELUK BATIK...here i come!!!

yeehaaaaa......
best nyer nk g t.batik sok!
xsabar2 rasenyer..
lg2 lps exam NUMEC yg sgt susah & sgt mengelirukan td
hahahhahaa...
eish...hepi sgt rs nyer
dh lama xb'gumbira!
nie kire 2nd time keicarmania buat havoc kt t.batik
las year aku g gak..
mmg fun giler!
tp las year aku kena gerak blk awal
sbb eva konvo
so dis year..aku nk jd org las blk!
dpt main go-kart
yahuuuuu...!!!

so guys..there'll be no blog since i'm not around
akn ku bawa gmbr2 yg m'hiburkn hati
setelah pulang ke sini nant

p/s: ed&ijan,norey,shida n my beloved kasih ada join skali
dis will be fun!!
doa kami slmt pegi & blk!
=)

2nd chance

he ask for 2nd chance..
is there any??
huh...i dunno..

is that only we can do
after we did a mistake??
honestly..YES!
but if i am who made the mistake
but
if our partner/friends etc. ask for 2nd chance
it might have us to think twice
whether it's worth or not??

is there any 3rd chance
if another/same mistake
did happen again??

huh...it is so subjective rite??
"un-answer-able"
hahaha...(adnan terms for his ICE final exam quest.!)

so...take deep breath
ask ourselves
whether we can give it
and take risk to have other mistake
will happen again
and
prepare ourselves
to give the 3rd chance!

hahaha....

why...n why..n why..??

Dear blog…

Miss u a lot since I’m rarely talked to u…

Don’t know if tonight I can get to u...

Plss tell me dear, how to trust someone u love when he often lied to u, n he caught on what he lied??huhu…
I juz can scream, shout at him, but then with all his prob,
I thought that’s the worse thing I’ve done
after he begging for forgiveness n promises dat it’s not gonna happen again..
even I knew it will happen again..
what a kind hearted I am..huh!!

Ughhhh…it’s so hard to me.
Ummi told to create a gap btw us but it seems like we’re to close to each other!
N there’s no way I’ll keep distance from him cause I just can’t!
His kindness, his lovingness, really make me crazy at him
and made me alwiz take his apologize.
After all, he had all da things I asked for from my r’ship before.
but….ughhh…

And if we had a fight (even on such lil’ things..haha..)
We’ll yell, shout and scream at each other
which it never happens to me before.
And after all, I started crying myself...
n start to think why would dis happen to me?

And the worse, I’ll think ‘bout my eX...
Y he did dis to me??
Y he makes me to get through all dis again..??!!
N all dis thoughts make me ask myself, whether I’m ready or not for dis r’ship??

N like Ummi said before, that mayb I’m not prepare myself enough,
get ready myself n to soon to has other boyfriend..huhu..
Kecit also said that Ummi mayb right, but there’s no way to turning back.
N if I did, there’s some1 will get hurt.
Some1 who loves me so much, who cares bout me more than himself..

n what hell I’m thinking bout my eX
n asking whether I’m ready or not,
when it was clearly dat I knew he’ll be engaged to that woman dis May!!
Ugh…y it seems so easy on him??

Mayb because he’ll gives a chance to his heart while I’m not??
Is it??

I really had no words to tell what I get through rite now..
n I’ll juz pray for the best n hope dat he’ll change.
What I want to do else??
He’s perfect instead his ‘panas baran’ n lying things
which da truth dat he had to lie juz to make me no worries, not mad at him n etc..etc..!

huh….it is juz a new episode in my life
n..i juz hav to get used to it..probably!

end of April

erm..rase cm dh lama nyer xm'bebel kt blog nie..
nape erk??
xdela bz sgt..
dhla dok kt umah kecit nie
streamyx 24hrs..
tp still tgn nie xt'pegang kt keyboard nie..
hahahaha...

heaven gile dok umah kecit nie
it's really a nice,warm house..
n i acted like a housewife here
n kecit is my lil' girl!
hahahahaha..

tribute to kecit..
thanx so much bg aku menumpang di teratak indah ko nie
n dgn shida,norey n my big sis, maz
we really hav fun staying here..
thanx..thanx..thanx..

P/S : ada gmbr nie je yg xnmpk rambut!
hahahahaha...
hope u've fun too kecit!

bad day..urgh...

hurm...x best nyer arini..
igtkn dh abes exam ley ar nk g b'kencan ng kasih
aku dh siap2..
kol9 dia cal ckp dia demam

huhu..potong aar...
menci...majuk....
bkn xfaham dia demam..
tp...............

ntah..
mayb i'm too much thinking
since ex-girl dia dh blk cnie
n keep calling him n wants to see him
jd cm dia ckp itu ini..otk nie nk pk bkn2 je..
pdhal mmg obviuos gile dia
selsema+batuk+bersin
huhu..

bkn xcayer kt dia
but...mayb i've lost my faith to a man
after all happen to my last love

yup..couldn't blame him
but..i dont know..
huh..xbaik btol
patut dia demam lg aku kena take care
tp aku majuk n letak fon lak
huh..lantak la..
don't want to deal with this..

anybody here can make my day again???

huh..nasib baik din send me dia jokes:

1.Sebuah helikopter yang membawa seorang juruterbang berserta 2 orang kenamaan telah jatuh terhempas. Juruterbang itu terselamat tetapi alfatihah buat 2 orang kenamaan itu. Apabila sedar dari koma, juruterbang itu telah disoalsiasat oleh pihak polis,"Cuba awak ceritakan apa yang telah terjadi untuk memudahkan siasatan kami." "Mmmmm... entahlah tapi pada ketinggian 30,000 meter tiba-tiba saya terasa sejuk sangat. Jadi saya telah matikan kipas Helikopter tu... ."

2.Seorang atok membawa cucunya ke pejabat pos untuk menghantar surat. Cucunya bertanya bila melihat atoknya memasukkan surat ke dalam tong berwarna merah."Atok buat apa tu?" "Atok bagi surat kat kawan atok, cu!"jawap atoknya. Cucunya bertanya lagi,"Apa bangang sangat kawan atok duduk dalam tong merah tu?"

ahah..n the 2nd joke really make me laugh cm org gile!!
haha..thanx din for the jokes..

end of FINAL EXAM FEVER..start of FYP FEVER..huh!!

yay..tepat jam 5.45pm..aku merdeka!!
hahaha..tp merdeka utk sem nie jelah
sbb aku ada lg spec. sem lg 3subjek
xpe2..2months to go!!

tp menci la..
xde ar merdeka sgt
sbb elok aku abes exam je
epy bgtau aku present Final Projek
ari rabu dpn
kol 9am-1pm
menci...menci!!

software xsiap lagik
thesis draft xstart lg
logbook xsentuh lg..
presentation slide lg

urgh.....bencinyer!!!!!!

FINAL EXAM FEVER - part 3

huhu...penat nyer!
it's 5 a.m.
br blk stay up..

stay up kt ner??
hehe...g stay up kt mcD kota d'sara..

hah...jauhnyer??
tue lah...mlm td rs xnk g..
nk lepak stdy kt hostel je
skali kol 1150pm,aku tetiba decide nk kuar gak
(kol 12 dh xleh kuar dr hostel!)
hehe...

hah..g sorg je ke??
x lah...smp kt shell seri kembangan
kecit ckp nk ikut
aku g ar amik dia
tros lepak mcD stdy ng kecit..

pas2 kasih abes keje kol 2
ley jupe jap...
cian dia penat..
mata dh merah gile pon
stil ada hati lg nk terangkan kt aku
cmner working principle utk
supercharger n turbocharger
smpai t'sasul2 dia ckp..
thanx kasih.. =)
cayang manyak manyaaaaak!!

k la..nk take rest jap
jakg kol 7 bgn blk
(hopefuly ley bgn...)

paper kol 230 ptg
internal combustion engine

WISH ME LUCK!!

urgh...malasnyer~

it's 4 pm n i still laying lazily on my bed in my blanket..
it's raining outside...
urhh...so straving..
but soooooooooo lazy..........

ihik2..nie yg kasih tensen bile cal aku
dgr aku ats katil lg..
dia dhla xcukup tdo..xcukup rehat..
tp pg2 dh kena bgn g keje..
hehe...

jgn jeles tau kasih..
nant kasih smbg bljr..
gadis lak yg jeles
sbb kena bgn keje di kala kasih tdo lagik!
uwaaaaaaa~~~

xsanggup nyer nk m'hadapi saat2 itu..
bg gaji rm10 000 pon,klo soh aku msk keje kol 8 aku xnak!!
hahahaha....

urh...wat am i gonna do now??
nk bgn mandi ke...n carik mknn
or....
smbg msk selimut??
erm..........

arh....bgn...bgn....!!
sok ada paper I.C.E.
kalo sesenang cm ice=air batu kan best!

ok..ok...
aku bangun...
huh...
wat a lazy day!!
=)