hik..hik..I'M IN LOVE WITH U.. =)

hik..hik..
malu lar nk cite..
xtau nape tetiba rs cmbest je..
cm nk senyum je..
yup..now i know
dat i'm really in love..
hahahaha...

dh lama xrs perasaan nie
n xsangka dpt rase blk
lps hati nie dh pecah n hancur b'kecai..
rupa2nyer..ada ubat utk hati tu
ada plaster yg leh tampal2 kt hati y pecah tu
hahaha...

thanx kasih for made me feel honor
rs ada lg insan yg ikhlas
yg ign b'kongsi kasih ng sy
nk isi kekosongan kt hati nie
mekaseh sgt2!

dedicate dis song to u
my beloved kasih..

Andra & the back Bone

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

*
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

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my 1st Interview

hah...td g i'view
huh...menci btol!
bayangkn..kt surat tls kol 8
aku smp dlm kol 8.10min
dpt no.34!
aiyaaak....ramai nyer org..

then,
dok la situ menunggu2..
smp kol 12 pon lom lg
kol2 pon lom lg..
las2 tau x kol brp??
kol 6 br aku msk blk i'view
huhu...

mood pon dh ilang
lg2 pas tau ada 1 vacancy jek!
chet..penat jer aku tggu..
mimpi jelah nk dpt..

lembab nyer la gomen nie handle keje
patut nyer da tau ada 1 vacant je
xpyhla pggil ramai2..
xpon kalo nk gak pggil ramai
letak ar 2-3 bilik panel i'view
nie x..2 org je nk i'view
aiyaaak....
x pon bg la 2 sessi
siap2 bgtau kita sessi pg ke ptg
xdela nk melanguk je kt c2 dr kol8
menci btol!!

isnin nie ada lg i'view
kt temp yg sama gak
tp post lain
hope yg nie dptla..
sbb ada 60 vacancy seluruh m'sia
kena dtg awal giler
kol 730 aku nk t'pacak kt situ dah
haha...

k..wish me luck!
=)

juz nk bla..bla..bla..

hye blog..
lama nyer x b'cerita ng kamu!
soryla..bz sket lately
klo jupe intenet pon,
sy lg syok nk layan
XOXO..GOSSIP GIRL!
hehe..

mmg syok giler cite nie
nie sket psl synopsis dia..

Gossip Girl is an American television teen drama based on the popular novel series of the same name written by Cecily von Ziegesar. Gossip Girl revolves around the lives of socialite young adults growing up on New York's Upper East Side who attend elite academic institutions while dealing with teenage issues.

dlm cite nie, Gossip Girl nie as blogger yg b'gossip psl student2 kt cnie
sume org yg ada cite hot,
akn feel free to capture pic n send to dis blog
n bile ada hot news je,
b'dering la sume henpon bdk2 kt c2..
haha..

cm2 pny giler dorg b'gossip
n spread news
mmg nasib ar sape yg t'kena tue..
haha..

sape yg nk tgk,
leh g kt link nie..
http://www.sidereel.com/Gossip_Girl

p/s: syoknyer tgk countdown kt ats nie
tggl 18 hari jer lg??
yahuu....

khamis nie ada interview kt Suruhanjaya Koperasi
wish me luck!

n to my kasih,jgn lupa mkn ubat
syg sgt kt awk!hihi....

do LOVE comes with package?

hye blog!
sunyi x kite da lama x b'celoteh kt cnie?
hehe..

sedeyla arini..
tetiba jek ummi b'sore soh carik kasih yg lain
yg konon nyer setaraf pelajaran
xpon,da keje tetap
jamin ms depan
huhu..

nie bkn 1st time ummi b'sore psl hal nie
da msk kali ke brp xtaula..
n really..aku xde jwpn utk tue..
aku xtau nk jwb ape
sbb aku tau umi btol

t'jwb aku bsr..
nk kena tanggung adik lean
as wasiat arwah ayah
supaya jaga adik aku sorg tue
n oso..aku kena jg ummi

so..kalo dpt hasben yg xkeje pangkat lg tggi
umi takut silap2 aku lak kena tanggung family

huhu...
slalu aku x nanges
tp mlm nie aku rs sedey sgt2
t'hiris sgt2 dgn apa yg umi ckp tue
then, beza2 kan lak ng eX aku tue

aish..xlaratla nk nanges lg..
y do i hav to get thru all dis
all over again??!!
siyes xlarat dah...

asking myself..
do LOVE comes in package??
kena package ng..
..pangkat..
..degree/diploma..
..money/kekayaan..
huh...

or only with HONESTY, CARING,
LOVE will comes package with HAPPINESS?

mmg zaman skg xde duit
cinta tu xde makna..
mest akan gaduh gak...
fitrah manusia ignkan yg sempurna

tp..aku cm da serik
dpt guy yg dah keje tetap,
gaji byk,
kita dilupakn..
xnak..pls...aku da xlarat nk harung lg sume tue..

what can i do now..
pasrah jelah pd Ilahi
hny Dia yg Maha Mengetahui
apa yg akan kita lalui
apa liku dan onar yg Dia dh susun utk kita

sigh...........

after a long rest

hye there!
sory dear...lama x update blog

cerita teluk batik??
nnt dlu..
pic kt shida pon
x dpt nk amik lg
so..cite tu hold dlu

cukup ng pic of the day nie
m'gmbrkn betapa hepi n enjoy nyer kitorg!
yeeeehaaaa.....

credit to shida,ed&ijan,norey n my beloved kasih
muahhhhh..love u all!!

p/s:byk lak as'ment pas cuti nie
siap aku extra lg 2hr cuti
hahahahaha....

TELUK BATIK...here i come!!!

yeehaaaaa......
best nyer nk g t.batik sok!
xsabar2 rasenyer..
lg2 lps exam NUMEC yg sgt susah & sgt mengelirukan td
hahahhahaa...
eish...hepi sgt rs nyer
dh lama xb'gumbira!
nie kire 2nd time keicarmania buat havoc kt t.batik
las year aku g gak..
mmg fun giler!
tp las year aku kena gerak blk awal
sbb eva konvo
so dis year..aku nk jd org las blk!
dpt main go-kart
yahuuuuu...!!!

so guys..there'll be no blog since i'm not around
akn ku bawa gmbr2 yg m'hiburkn hati
setelah pulang ke sini nant

p/s: ed&ijan,norey,shida n my beloved kasih ada join skali
dis will be fun!!
doa kami slmt pegi & blk!
=)

2nd chance

he ask for 2nd chance..
is there any??
huh...i dunno..

is that only we can do
after we did a mistake??
honestly..YES!
but if i am who made the mistake
but
if our partner/friends etc. ask for 2nd chance
it might have us to think twice
whether it's worth or not??

is there any 3rd chance
if another/same mistake
did happen again??

huh...it is so subjective rite??
"un-answer-able"
hahaha...(adnan terms for his ICE final exam quest.!)

so...take deep breath
ask ourselves
whether we can give it
and take risk to have other mistake
will happen again
and
prepare ourselves
to give the 3rd chance!

hahaha....

why...n why..n why..??

Dear blog…

Miss u a lot since I’m rarely talked to u…

Don’t know if tonight I can get to u...

Plss tell me dear, how to trust someone u love when he often lied to u, n he caught on what he lied??huhu…
I juz can scream, shout at him, but then with all his prob,
I thought that’s the worse thing I’ve done
after he begging for forgiveness n promises dat it’s not gonna happen again..
even I knew it will happen again..
what a kind hearted I am..huh!!

Ughhhh…it’s so hard to me.
Ummi told to create a gap btw us but it seems like we’re to close to each other!
N there’s no way I’ll keep distance from him cause I just can’t!
His kindness, his lovingness, really make me crazy at him
and made me alwiz take his apologize.
After all, he had all da things I asked for from my r’ship before.
but….ughhh…

And if we had a fight (even on such lil’ things..haha..)
We’ll yell, shout and scream at each other
which it never happens to me before.
And after all, I started crying myself...
n start to think why would dis happen to me?

And the worse, I’ll think ‘bout my eX...
Y he did dis to me??
Y he makes me to get through all dis again..??!!
N all dis thoughts make me ask myself, whether I’m ready or not for dis r’ship??

N like Ummi said before, that mayb I’m not prepare myself enough,
get ready myself n to soon to has other boyfriend..huhu..
Kecit also said that Ummi mayb right, but there’s no way to turning back.
N if I did, there’s some1 will get hurt.
Some1 who loves me so much, who cares bout me more than himself..

n what hell I’m thinking bout my eX
n asking whether I’m ready or not,
when it was clearly dat I knew he’ll be engaged to that woman dis May!!
Ugh…y it seems so easy on him??

Mayb because he’ll gives a chance to his heart while I’m not??
Is it??

I really had no words to tell what I get through rite now..
n I’ll juz pray for the best n hope dat he’ll change.
What I want to do else??
He’s perfect instead his ‘panas baran’ n lying things
which da truth dat he had to lie juz to make me no worries, not mad at him n etc..etc..!

huh….it is juz a new episode in my life
n..i juz hav to get used to it..probably!